Something to finally live for..

Lose weight

A person only gets one chance to live, so why not fulfill it while looking ones best?

I won't give up until I reach my goal.

This is what I live for..

:)

so its been a month since i've updated holy shit

not much has happened.. went on encounter :D hung out with him day before i left, we watched the adjustment bureau, which by the way is such a good movie!!! report cards tmr lol.. went up like 6 percent in math, fuck yeah.

party at tommys tmr, then drink again saturday lawl

cant wait for summer!

so many tears i've cried for you..

you: university

im stressed to the max. thanks to the workload at lfa, i dont even think im gonna get into my first choice at ubc. and of course the complications my school makes with at home courses, srsly wtf.

..and if it doesnt happen with him this weekend, its over. i'm not wasting my time no more. weekends only? srsly? wtf do you take me for. im fucking over it

fuck lfa. fuck life. fuck everything

it's what inside that counts right?

and inside, i care so much. fuck.

yeah, i don't think so

i love how you think we're soo close. you're parenting sucks just so you know. your constant breath down my neck doesnt help me get work done. as a matter of fact, it just unmotivates me, thus i don't do it. yeah, im a rebel, its in my nature. so stfu so i can do things on my own. cant wait to fucking leave your ass

vday hehe

so monday night i got home around 3am.. haha. then he texted me saying happy vday hehe. so cute, and eventually asked me to chill like a few texts later haha

so the next day i asked him what we're doing and he said watch a movie.. on his laptop

so i was kinda freaking out cause i was like.. ugh. movie. laptop. HOUSE?! holy shit i was in cardiac arrest for like 2 hours, i swear

but when he came to pick me up, we jst went to annas apartment :) we watched the titanic hahahah

then he drove me home and....... nothing happened!! HAHA. well, he gave me a hug for the first time which i thought was super cute. hes shy and likes to take things slow = thumbs up!

as anna would say "muscle over brains" LOL. yeah, hes huge. hes like 3 times my size = thumbs up! and hes 3rd year commerce = another thumbs up! :D

anyways, we've been texting and stuff..

let's hope this gets somewhere.. haha

:)

friday got kicked out of school dance. like im not even mad about that but srsly, you're gonna be a bitch like that? so anna and i left (iloveyouanna). i wanted to talk to him so i called.. and we talked for an hour ish? after we hung up i saw a text so i was like oh haha i only saw this now. and he said oh i thought you called cuz i texted you. but no, i called on my own :) hehehe

so tommy came to pick us up. bought some pear absolut WHICH IS REALLY GOOD HAHA. went to a party, and left cause it was bunk. went to 7 lounge in richmond then ate at matsuyama :)

and thats pretty much it for the weekend haha. sat/sun i just did hw :(

anyways its like 2:30, i should sleep haha

tmr is tha day

he asked me to chill on monday or tuesday or smth hehehehehehehhe im surprised i didnt jump for joy in the midst of class progression LOL

idk what to wear

fuck

im so nervous D: