Thursday, July 29, 2010

July 28, 2010 - Mexico Fireworks

I missed you. .
Vancityyy
LOL matt, you look like a hobo !




I'm not that short, okay. Matt's just super tall !
ooooooooooooh yeah ; )
canada line :D
people here are just that nice. move to one side so others could pass them.
so clean haha

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Stop Bullfighting in Spain

http://www.stopbullfighting.org.uk/facts.htm

I never really looked into the topic of bullfighting. I always just thought the bull ran towards the red blanket, and that was it. Haha, stupid me. I was appalled when I laid my eyes on this website. Just, gobsmacked if you will. It's lotsss more than just stampeding towards a red towel you guys. In 1989, 33 000 bulls died just from this highly encouraged tradition of Spain. Their defense is composed of their reasoning of "culture". Well, back in the day, men were more superior than women. Culture, as this website states, is not a magical word. So how does this cruel activity exactly work ? Well. . please visit the website link provided above. Everything is just so shocking. You'd think in a a civilized day like today these cruelties would just cease to exist. Guess not.

STOP BULLFIGHTING IN SPAIN !!

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

ma hooooood

my mother washing THE CAR. sigh, i seriously love it
teehee
maaa haus. yes, that is my dog. i love him.
my baby
my babies; my dog and theeee car teehee

So the reason why I took these pictures is because . . when we sold our last car, I felt so sad I didn't take any picture of it ! I had so many memories of it, and before I knew it, it was gone. So I was pretty upset about that. And the reason why I took a picture of my house is. . well, doesn't my dog just look so damn cute hahahahha. I LOVE HIM !!!
but yeah, this is in no way, meant to be a way to show off my car. I don't even see a reason to show off 'cause every damn asian either has a Lexus BMW or Mercedes = = No point, just look outside. So yeah haters, fuck off. If you don't like what you see, go away : )
Oh yeaaaah, I finally put a video on my youtube channel. Nicole came over today because she had to do this for her french assignment [which still does not make sense to me]. So yeah, check it out : )
Mexico fireworks tomorrow !! :D

Stop Acting

What else can I say ?
It's not like I can force you to talk to me.
I don't want to put up with this anymore.
I don't even know why I got myself in this in the first place.
What the hell was I thinking ?!
Did I actually think this stupid shit was going to work ?! Ha !
So yeah, from now on. .
You can humour me.
I'm done. .

Too bad I'm human. .



Someone needs to tell my heart
Get it to believe that it's over
Tried and tried a thousand times
I'm still here
I can try to walk away but I only seem to end up nowhere
I made up my mind, that's the easy part. . . Someone tell my heart.

Sunday, July 25, 2010

July 24, 2010 - Spain Fireworks. . Pretty Amazing

Vancityyyy
Haha, I had to. Such a sunny day !
He seems talented : )
packed !

edmonddd
andy haha
mariah !





looks like a flower haha












looove

Spain was amazing ! Waaaay better than US haha. US was just shitty compared to Spain. They had a strong theme, with good music. We were all so into it haha. I loved it !

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Rage

I don't know what the fuck your thought process is but if you think discouraging me is gonna get me to improve, you're just fucking dumb. So why don't you do me a favour for once and shut the hell up. I'm so tired of listening to your bullshit and I'm so tired of a certain someone believing even a word that comes out of your stupid mouth. You need to sit the fuck down. You've got nothing on me, and you know that straight up. Like seriously ? What the fuck are you doing. Do you actually think you're a good mentor ? No, you're not, and I don't know why anyone would think you are. You keep thinking people are below you, but I know that's only to make yourself feel better. Admit it, you have a sad life. Stop taking advantage of the fact that you've got control of me for like, another month. What is your satisfaction ? WHAT ?! I don't see it. You're just stupid. After this month, I'm fucking done with you. So glad I never have to see your face again.
kthxbye.

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Loveeee this !

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LOL wow. . bitch, I know you're promiscuous.

July 21, 2010: US Fireworks

Walking down Robsonnnn
Empty road :o
Safewaaay
Denman
Big2.
Police were patrolling. . looked like a SWAT team to me, haha
Singing and beat boxing simultaneously.
It was like 6:30, and Fireworks started at 10, and it was ALREADY packed.
Maaaaatt !
Eddddmond
Joseph : ) You're hilarious
Matt. . again


Purdyyy
SO MANY PEOPLE TRYNA SQUISH THEIR WAY THROUGH. OMG
Bored on the skytrain : (
...
again... haha
: )
I guess someoooone was tired haha.

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Had an okay day. I wanted to watch Twilight & Despicable Me. . but limited time : ( SNIFF* ! The next Fireworks are Saturday, and I think it's Spain. Hehe. . . .
My friend kept asking if I was okay today, and repeatedly I replied that I was. Well, I lied. While we were walking, I looked around and saw the people around me. I couldn't help but feel. . that my chances are slipping away. I feel like my opportunities in life are disintegrating. I asked myself "Is what I'm doing right?" I let my feelings take over what is supposed to be reality. Who do I have to blame but myself ? All I can hope for is the best, and that is. . that what I'm doing ends up well. Because if it doesn't, I'll end up with nothing. Nada