lol!

so my friend went on a blind date the other day and she asked me to go. . so i went and brought a friend with me (so it was sorta like a double date kinda dealio)

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NEVER AGAIN

rant.

Wake up. Open those damn eyes of yours and take time to realize you're not wanted. you were a NOBODY last year. N O B O D Y. I brought you to parties, I invited you to my shit. And THISSS is how you repay me. Yeah, okay there buddy. Who in heeeell do you is gonna believe that. You're a loser for a reason. Not because you got no one. Not because you try to the utmost extent to fit in. But simply for being yourself. Yeah, LOL.

Don't think that just 'cause you chill with me now, you're all that. No. You're not.

Oh, and then there's you. .

Yeah.

I have nothing nice to say about you either. Again, I bring you to all my parties and shit. and again, THIS IS HOW YOU FUCKING REPAY ME. You go to ONE party in the summer, and you don't have the decency to even mention it ?

I'm so sick and tired to introducing these lame ass losers to ppl and i'm sitting here like, why the hell am i doing all this when i'm not getting the same treatment in return.

so you knowwho you are bitches. don't talk to me no more, esp you ******* ****. You sicken me. Every day I see your face at school I wanna fucking rip my guts out and take back all the times I MADE THE EFFORT to include you. Yeah, eff that. I see you walking in the halls and I just wanna turn the other way. You fucking disgust me. Yeah, disgust. Stop attempting to fit in my group of friends. Yeah, they don't like you either. So the next time I'm talking to them, don't walk up like THE WAY YOU DO, and ask wsup. Cause we don't fucking give a damn shit.

Oh, and you. No, you're not going anywhere with me anymore. And everytime something LITTLE happens in your life, don't tell me about it cause i dont give a shit. Good for you that you went to a party and got drunk. Good for you that you have *** **********. Okay ? I don't even know why you're telling me that. It's so fucking petty. Telling me all that is not gonna make me think higher of you. It's just gonna make me think that all you're doing is tryna impress me when i really don't GIVE A SHIT. So stop. cause if you havent noticed, I just go "mhmm". You have better luck with a wall, trust me.

Fuck all the shit that I've done.

I'm not playing nice anymore.

So, I just want to say THANK YOU !

So yesterday, Anna Tommy and I went to eat fondue. I tried avoiding all fruits and shit by just eating the vanilla and green tea flavoured ice cream balls. All of a sudden I had a sharp pain in my stomach/chest area and breathing became a difficult task. Next thing I know, Anna was like "ANGEL ! YOUR CHEST AND ARMS ARE ALL RED !! " So we left the place and I tried walking to the car. . but fuck. I couldn't even stand up right, I was SCURRRRED. For real. I wouldve have fainted if Anna werent there as my HUMAN CANE. shittttt. . . So Tommy drove us to St. Paul's Hospital. And fucking rude ass RECEPTIONIST was like "SO YOU GOTTA STOMACH ACHE, IS THAT REALLY AN EXCUSE TO GO TO EMERGENCY ROOM?!" Well, excuse me nurse-wannabe. I was like "well, where the fuck else am I supposed to go at 11 pm?!" ugh, rudeeeee much. And honestly, the hospital is the last place i wanted to be last night. If I didn't think it was serious, I wouldn't have gone in the first place. jeeezusss. Anyways, they just gave me some tests, some pills and shit. And we ended up leaving at around 1 ish. . (we were there for around 3 hours). So, I would just like to take time and thank Anna and Tommy for being completely supportive and patient. Like, waiting 3 hours !? holy fuck hahahaha. Thank you guys so so so so so much ! You guys were more than awesome last night. I owe you guys !!!! hahah, I know it's stupid but you guys were very caring. I felt loved LOL. Okay, I'll stop with the cheese hahaha. I LOVE YOU GUYS !!!!! THANK YOU ! :D