oh noesss

so its 4:30 am and i just finished doing my part for me and nicole's halloween costume. i dont wanna say what it is haha. i'll put pictures up and you can see if you can figure it out. it's not that hard : )

im so nervousss!! tomorrow's the big day. we've been practicing since summer... hopefully i find someone thats selfless enough to record us haha. i hope we win! its our last year, i hope we dont let our nerves get to us : \

.... shit. i didnt read any jane eyre yet = =

RIP

Did you ever stop to notice
All the blood we've shed before
Did you ever stop to notice
The crying Earth the weeping shores?

W.O.W. - Words of Wisdom.

By far one of my favourite videos.. ever.

"your make up is like CAKED on your face lols x) and btw, you have the wrost profile pictures lols u lesbian hoe"

LOOOOOL.

i'm not at the point where i can't leave my house without makeup. i know i'm not perfect. however i'm not one of those girls that are gonna lay there waiting for compliments to rain on them. nooo.

so yeah, i do wear a lot of makeup because i have imperfections that i'm not afraid to admit i have.

and ... i never asked you to stalk me buddy. if it hurts your eyes so much, look away. does your body not react?!

lesbian hoe... LOL. say that to my face. i'd like to see that.

haters, you can do better than this.

haters

lol. it doesnt bother me.

keep doing what you're doing, it just entertains me =)

much love!

fuckfuckfuck

why do i always pile shit for myself

why

why

why

english assignment due tmr

geo package due tmr

bio test 7 am tmr

fuckfuckfuck

who wants to go to prom with me?????

LOL.. yeah, I need a prom date

I'm going to 3 proms this year, so ... does that mean I need 3 dresses ?! : \

all my friends are talking about it... i just don't know who to ask

i've always imagined myself to go with someone special, but .. heh, there is no one of specialty at the moment hahaha

i have someone in mind... but i'm afraid of rejection loool

it's kay. i still got time :D

My Hard Work : )

I'm not here to brag by any means but I feel happy so I want to write this down.

So around May, I was probably the heaviest I've ever been LOL. Not gonna say how much I weighed, but fuck I was f a t. So I was like. . okay I gotta do something about this. I can't live my life being a fatass. So my diet took a 180.

and here's what I did : ) (Please keep in mind that I was already a vegetarian, so I think that kinda contributed to some of my rapid weight loss)

- I never put salt in my food.

- Strict breakfast: 2 eggs with flax seeds, pumpkin seeds, sunflower seeds. whole wheat bread/tortilla. tofu with olive oil and more seeds (i dont eat tofu anymore because i noticed that im allergic to soy LOL)

- i put olive oil whenever i could

- foods i swear that helped me: OLIVE OIL, raspberries, spinach, whole wheat pasta with flax seeds, FLAX SEEDS (im serious), broccoli (I don't drink milk, and broccoli has more calcium than milk anyway)..... and alot more. this is just the gist of what i ate.

- GREEN TEA. I SWEAR BY THIS. DRINK THIS SHIT. hahahah (not superstore or cheap shit, that stuff tastes nasty. get the stuff that's either from japan or china)

- don't exercise. and you're gonna be like....... wtf. well, this worked for me, because when i worked out, i made myself look so fucking butch haha. so if you're chubby, but not overly fat, i suggest you change your dietary ways before hitting the gym

- sweating. go to the sauna or smth.... or if its hot, lay in the sun : )

.... and lots more

I know this all seems impossible, but really... if your mind is set on something, YOU CAN DO IT !!!!

& really, like I said, I'm really not trying to brag. But I myself, and my family have noticed a difference. My aunt was like "yeah you look like you lost a lot of weight" TODAY. (cause she went away for the summer). But before, my gramma, grampa and my mom all commented on my weight loss.

Also, I suggest you surround yourself with people that are gonna be supportive. You dont need anymore negativity in your life ! : )

So yeah. . I now weight 113. Just 3 pounds away from my goal LOL. but whatever, I'm pretty happy with what I have !!!

YOU CAN DO IT !!

killlll me

my mom accidentally mistook fish for tofu so she gave me some. i spat it out, but still.... im very upset about this.

anywhooo..

volunteer today was soo0o much fun! anna and i were cheering and dancing so loudly haha

after we went around yaletown with some guyss. and it's seriously so nice to chill with some normal non badass guys for a change, it's so refreshing. they're so normal ! they're so nice ! haha. so i met sean (well we met a while ago but we never really talked) and hes this really talented musician/singer and he asked me to do some covers with him and will and induction night. i'm pretty excited because they're super talented haha. i probably won't be up to par, but whateverrr, they're nice :D

i have 5 tests this week : (

I'm still waiting for you..

Most visited: hotmail.com

You're very special to me,

and I forgive you.

Thank you for the email.

Of course, we can start over.

Don't be ashamed, please.

He's TWELVE