Thursday, July 22, 2010

Rage

I don't know what the fuck your thought process is but if you think discouraging me is gonna get me to improve, you're just fucking dumb. So why don't you do me a favour for once and shut the hell up. I'm so tired of listening to your bullshit and I'm so tired of a certain someone believing even a word that comes out of your stupid mouth. You need to sit the fuck down. You've got nothing on me, and you know that straight up. Like seriously ? What the fuck are you doing. Do you actually think you're a good mentor ? No, you're not, and I don't know why anyone would think you are. You keep thinking people are below you, but I know that's only to make yourself feel better. Admit it, you have a sad life. Stop taking advantage of the fact that you've got control of me for like, another month. What is your satisfaction ? WHAT ?! I don't see it. You're just stupid. After this month, I'm fucking done with you. So glad I never have to see your face again.
kthxbye.

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Loveeee this !

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LOL wow. . bitch, I know you're promiscuous.

July 21, 2010: US Fireworks

Walking down Robsonnnn
Empty road :o
Safewaaay
Denman
Big2.
Police were patrolling. . looked like a SWAT team to me, haha
Singing and beat boxing simultaneously.
It was like 6:30, and Fireworks started at 10, and it was ALREADY packed.
Maaaaatt !
Eddddmond
Joseph : ) You're hilarious
Matt. . again


Purdyyy
SO MANY PEOPLE TRYNA SQUISH THEIR WAY THROUGH. OMG
Bored on the skytrain : (
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again... haha
: )
I guess someoooone was tired haha.

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Had an okay day. I wanted to watch Twilight & Despicable Me. . but limited time : ( SNIFF* ! The next Fireworks are Saturday, and I think it's Spain. Hehe. . . .
My friend kept asking if I was okay today, and repeatedly I replied that I was. Well, I lied. While we were walking, I looked around and saw the people around me. I couldn't help but feel. . that my chances are slipping away. I feel like my opportunities in life are disintegrating. I asked myself "Is what I'm doing right?" I let my feelings take over what is supposed to be reality. Who do I have to blame but myself ? All I can hope for is the best, and that is. . that what I'm doing ends up well. Because if it doesn't, I'll end up with nothing. Nada

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

REAL EYES, REALIZE REAL LIES

Blogging at 4am, because yes, music is that important.
I like this so much better than the original. His voice is so sultry.





My Top2 from JB

My work-out song haha. She's so pretty !

I recently just discovered him, haha. Love at first sight. I love you k. will !

My personal favourite :D

Out of the 3000 songs I have on my iTunes, I believe I have the most of Jason Derulo. He is so just THAT talented.
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So after being grounded for like, forever I'm gonna go out and enjoy the sunnnnnnn
Watching Despicable Me (and not Twilight = =)!!!!!! FINALLY HAHAHA. It's so damn cute haha. Theeeen, meet up with Matthew. Beeteedubz, I hate how you're ditching me in the AM. It's just school, okay. haha. So fireworks tonight, I don't even know which country. US ? haha. whatever.
Oh yeah, after all the procrastinating, I think I'm going to put a video on my youtube channel :D hahahaha. But it won't be me singing, it will be about something else. . watch out !
Willson, if you're reading this. . . YOU'RE WELCOME ! ♥
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Omg ! Can't forget about Elise Estrada. Vancityyyyyy !

Role model ! And for the record, she's way better than her sister even though she's prettier. I don't care about that haha. It's a song, not a runway.
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For you, Joanne. You're welcome. You know you love it.

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

♥A; For You

Yesterday, I met you
Today, I want to know you
Tomorrow, leads us to Forever. ♥

The situation we're in, is quite unfortunate.
However, I do believe in fate.
If what we are sharing is true and genuine,
it will happen.
Just know, I will always be here for you,
not matter what.
Through thick and thin, I want to be the one
that's by your side, holding your hand.
With you, I feel so fortunate.
There are many things in this world
that I wish to accomplish together.

No matter how bright the sun is shining,
my day would still be dark without you.

ily.

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My opportunities are slipping away from me. All that I've given up. . for you. All I can do now, is wish that you were worth all that. I have nothing left. Don't let me down.


Monday, July 19, 2010

NEVER FAILS TO MAKE ME LAUGH :D



I was so sad when he announced he was gonna stop bitching about the world, but. . I guess he meant he just wants to bitch at pop culture haha.
"CAN WE PRETEND THESE FUCKING SHORTS ARE A HAMBURGER 'CAUSE I'M FUCKING HUNGRY" hahahahah !

Sunday, July 18, 2010

How I feel for you.



If you're reading this. .
I guess what I've wanted to tell you all this time, was that I . .



♫ I wanna know what love is,
I want you to show me.
I wanna feel what love is,
and I know you can show me. ♫