Tuesday, December 22, 2009

I'm always sayin' " It's okay, it's alright "

I honestly don't know what people want. When I'm too nice, people always take it for granted. & when I put up my barrier people call me a bitch. Wtf ? I'm not gonna alter myself anymore. . Please deal with it. Bare with the fact that I just wanna be myself. & Call me crazy, but I really don't give a shit about YOU.
The other day, I was reading The Globe and Halo. . and my jaw literally dropped as I passed the Horoscopes. I've never read a horoscope soooo reflective upon me before. I was very shocked. In one word ? I was truly gobsmacked.
" TAURUS - Others are noticing you, and you're busy adjusting and socializing. Charm comes naturally and you want nothing more than to find peace with someone. Have patience. However, you are wearing your emotions on your sleeve; be careful and avoid getting hurt ! "
WOAHWOAHWOAHHHH. . . like, WOAHHH. O_O
Then later that night, I was reading a book by Chrystalina Evert, a book given to each and every one of us at LFA by Jason Evert. I was reading " The Dump List ", and honest to God, I couldn't stop laughing at the fact that so many of these things has actually happened to me. HAHAHAHAH.
Chrystalina Evert's " Reliable Dump List "
- You've had to tell him to stop more than once.
- You feel the need to fix him
- He looks at pornography
- He hits you, pushes you, or does anything to frighten you.
- He gets drunk, or takes drugs
- He doesn't care if you lie to your family. ( I think he prefered that I did. )
- He leads you away from God
- He puts you down ( even if says he's just " kidding " )
- He cheats on you . . . I would call "that" cheating actually.
- He lies to you - HELL YEAH
- He flirts with other girls. HELL YEAH
- He uses guilt to get you to do what he wants. THIS. . WAS A HUUUUUGE ISSUE.
- He always resents time you spend with your family and friends. ANOTHER HUGE ISSUE
- He behaves badly, then blames it on other people, or things that happen to him
- He can't stand on his own 2 feet without you. LOL idk about this one.
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I think we all know which asshole I'm talking about right here. .
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& I disabled comments 'cause I get upset whenever I see 0. & the day that I disabled them, people were asking me why. Like honestly,. . stfu. = = But yeah, if you got anything to say, email me. . or call me : ) I GOT A PHONE MOFOS. Join my ANGELL NEEDS YOUR NUMBERS group on fb :D