lol!

so my friend went on a blind date the other day and she asked me to go. . so i went and brought a friend with me (so it was sorta like a double date kinda dealio)

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NEVER AGAIN

rant.

Wake up. Open those damn eyes of yours and take time to realize you're not wanted. you were a NOBODY last year. N O B O D Y. I brought you to parties, I invited you to my shit. And THISSS is how you repay me. Yeah, okay there buddy. Who in heeeell do you is gonna believe that. You're a loser for a reason. Not because you got no one. Not because you try to the utmost extent to fit in. But simply for being yourself. Yeah, LOL.

Don't think that just 'cause you chill with me now, you're all that. No. You're not.

Oh, and then there's you. .

Yeah.

I have nothing nice to say about you either. Again, I bring you to all my parties and shit. and again, THIS IS HOW YOU FUCKING REPAY ME. You go to ONE party in the summer, and you don't have the decency to even mention it ?

I'm so sick and tired to introducing these lame ass losers to ppl and i'm sitting here like, why the hell am i doing all this when i'm not getting the same treatment in return.

so you knowwho you are bitches. don't talk to me no more, esp you ******* ****. You sicken me. Every day I see your face at school I wanna fucking rip my guts out and take back all the times I MADE THE EFFORT to include you. Yeah, eff that. I see you walking in the halls and I just wanna turn the other way. You fucking disgust me. Yeah, disgust. Stop attempting to fit in my group of friends. Yeah, they don't like you either. So the next time I'm talking to them, don't walk up like THE WAY YOU DO, and ask wsup. Cause we don't fucking give a damn shit.

Oh, and you. No, you're not going anywhere with me anymore. And everytime something LITTLE happens in your life, don't tell me about it cause i dont give a shit. Good for you that you went to a party and got drunk. Good for you that you have *** **********. Okay ? I don't even know why you're telling me that. It's so fucking petty. Telling me all that is not gonna make me think higher of you. It's just gonna make me think that all you're doing is tryna impress me when i really don't GIVE A SHIT. So stop. cause if you havent noticed, I just go "mhmm". You have better luck with a wall, trust me.

Fuck all the shit that I've done.

I'm not playing nice anymore.

So, I just want to say THANK YOU !

So yesterday, Anna Tommy and I went to eat fondue. I tried avoiding all fruits and shit by just eating the vanilla and green tea flavoured ice cream balls. All of a sudden I had a sharp pain in my stomach/chest area and breathing became a difficult task. Next thing I know, Anna was like "ANGEL ! YOUR CHEST AND ARMS ARE ALL RED !! " So we left the place and I tried walking to the car. . but fuck. I couldn't even stand up right, I was SCURRRRED. For real. I wouldve have fainted if Anna werent there as my HUMAN CANE. shittttt. . . So Tommy drove us to St. Paul's Hospital. And fucking rude ass RECEPTIONIST was like "SO YOU GOTTA STOMACH ACHE, IS THAT REALLY AN EXCUSE TO GO TO EMERGENCY ROOM?!" Well, excuse me nurse-wannabe. I was like "well, where the fuck else am I supposed to go at 11 pm?!" ugh, rudeeeee much. And honestly, the hospital is the last place i wanted to be last night. If I didn't think it was serious, I wouldn't have gone in the first place. jeeezusss. Anyways, they just gave me some tests, some pills and shit. And we ended up leaving at around 1 ish. . (we were there for around 3 hours). So, I would just like to take time and thank Anna and Tommy for being completely supportive and patient. Like, waiting 3 hours !? holy fuck hahahaha. Thank you guys so so so so so much ! You guys were more than awesome last night. I owe you guys !!!! hahah, I know it's stupid but you guys were very caring. I felt loved LOL. Okay, I'll stop with the cheese hahaha. I LOVE YOU GUYS !!!!! THANK YOU ! :D

hey blog, long time no see !

so I'm finally ungrounded haha. Going to Society with some girls tonight, can't wait to dress up ! I feel&sound like a total loser. Excited for dinner ?! LOL Yeah, haven't gone out for a while, but I'm glad I'm not grounded anymore that's for sure hahahaha. I hope I passed my exam !!!

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Your attempt to fit in isn't working.

Everyone knows what happened to you last year.

Why are you wasting your time and trying so hard,

when we all know you ain't going nowhere.

Once a loser, always a loser.

This is for you.

ugh, what the fuck is her problem.

get your shit together, please.

OMG FINALLY !

Ughhhhh, finally !!!! I've been waiting for this for idk, 10 million years !? i loooove this video. rihanna looks so fine haha. love her hair love the makeup LOVE HER ! however, i soo0o did not expect megan fox to be in this. meh, she's alright. but her boyfriend. . what the fuck !? he looks like a rat. she can do better. . this video can do better. omg. hes so ugly T______T

This guy, is by far theeee cutest guy on youtube haha. ( next to charlieiscoollike or whatever. hi joanne ) he's soooo damn cute omg. loooooooooooove him :D:D:D

lalalale***** : )

Who was there when all my hopes fell. .

was

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ugh, i'm so done. i hate introducing my "friends" to other people because i never get the same treatment in return. okay, sometimes. if you're reading this and you're of them them rare peeps, im solly. but there are just THOSE "friends" i have that just never return the favour. why do you not feel the necessity for reciprocity hmm ? I bring you to all these damn parties, i ask you to chill and shit. and i NEVER get that in return. i see you going out and shit, and im like, hmmmm. . okay ? & i know it's not because you don't like me because you always chill with me. but yknow, just thanks. i'm thankful for you because now i know who NOT to bring the next time i go out.

i hate how there is always competition between us. why do you always have to bring me down ? i know i may not be skinny. and i know for damn sure i dont got a nice complexion. but seriously, . . i don't even feel bad about it, until yoooou show up. ugh. i just hate how you make me feel. i get the point that you're better than me in a lot of ways, but thanks for rubbing it in. thanks. really, thanks.