Thursday, August 5, 2010

Who was there when all my hopes fell. .

was
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ugh, i'm so done. i hate introducing my "friends" to other people because i never get the same treatment in return. okay, sometimes. if you're reading this and you're of them them rare peeps, im solly. but there are just THOSE "friends" i have that just never return the favour. why do you not feel the necessity for reciprocity hmm ? I bring you to all these damn parties, i ask you to chill and shit. and i NEVER get that in return. i see you going out and shit, and im like, hmmmm. . okay ? & i know it's not because you don't like me because you always chill with me. but yknow, just thanks. i'm thankful for you because now i know who NOT to bring the next time i go out.
i hate how there is always competition between us. why do you always have to bring me down ? i know i may not be skinny. and i know for damn sure i dont got a nice complexion. but seriously, . . i don't even feel bad about it, until yoooou show up. ugh. i just hate how you make me feel. i get the point that you're better than me in a lot of ways, but thanks for rubbing it in. thanks. really, thanks.