I look back.
Back to when we first started talking.
I miss that feeling, that rush
knowing that you'd be equally eager
I miss you.
With you, everything is so unpredictable.
And if you don't think it's hard,
you're just wrong.
I don't know when we'll talk again,
I don't know when I'll see your smile again,
but all I can say. .
is right now. .
at this moment. .
You're all I can think about.
You're all I ever think about.
You. .
I feel foolish,
with all these uncontrollable feelings.
Is this what you wanted ?
Is this what you wanted to do to me ?
I beg of you to stop,
stop lying,
stop fooling,
because when you say it,
I'll believe you.
I used to think of this as hope,
but right now, it's not hope. .
It's actually a sorrow.
Everyday, I wake up
and it's all the same again. .
Nothing changes.
Well. .
I need a change.
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EDIT August 3rd, 2010 12:36 am.
LOOOOOL ! WHO AM I KIDDINGGGGGGGGGG
