Day 10: One Thing You've Lied About

Me

Day 9: One Thing That Makes You Sad When You Think About It

Well.. I think you know what that is.

K

Buddy, I'd like to see you try.

Day 8: Your Last Night Out In Detail

Last night out as in last time i went out? Or last night out as in went outout.. LOL

Well, the last time I went out was yesterday. I had to go shopping for my mom's present : )

The last time I went out with someone was probably last week.. went Christmas shopping with a friend then dinner. The best part was I got to mock his terrible driving rofl. He can't park.

Day 7: Things You Like/Don't Like About The Way You Look

3 Things I Don't Like:

- my body below my hips

- not very fond of zits

- particular parts of my face

3 Things I Do Like:

- my hands

- I think I have a pretty face

- the area below your neck, above your chest. I forgot the name of that area haha

Merry Christmas everyone!!

I didn't get what I wanted this year.

Day 6: How You'd Spend $10,000

Well first, I'd give half to my mother, and yes, I'm serious. Then, I'd buy myself a goldendoodle, and put the rest into savings : )

I like dogs that look like bears :D

- bichon frise

- japanese spitz

- kuvasz

- mioritic

- miniature siberian husy

- OLD ENGLISH SHEEPDOG (omg so so so cute!)

- south russian ovcharka

... and most of all

- GOLDENDOODLE!!

4:05 am

I cant let you go,

I keep tryin but I cant girl
Its impossible,

I miss you too bad

I cant wish away the pain that I cannot do girl
and all I can say is...

I miss you.

Tryin to tell myself to move on,

To grow up and be strong
Girl, I keep thinkin bout those better days
So many things I wanna tell you
Like how much I love you

I wish we were more than friends.

Day 5: Weird Things You Do When You're Alone

hahaha. what? umm... nothing really, I'm myself around everybody haha. what kind of weird things do people usually do? i don't get it. i mean, i'm different when i'm alone of course, but i dont think i do super weird things lool.

KILL ME NOW

It's things like this, that make me wish I had a dad..

Day 4: The Best Thing To Happen To You This Week

Hmm.. if I didn't have to take my bio test, LOL.

but that's okay, 'cause I'm going to the states on Sunday : ) yay!

Day 3: 5 Things That Irritate You About The Opposite Sex/Same Sex

1. Fake

2. Lies

3. Fake

4. Fake

5. Fake

Religion does not exist, but God does.

I don't need a brand to believe.

What brings me back..

So last year, my family and I took a cruise to the Mediterranean for about 3 weeks. Before we went on, we traveled around Italy first because my aunt goes to Italy for business trips every so often, so she kinda guided our way through. I remember one day, our plan was to visit that slanted tower thing (I have no idea what that's called), but I know it's in a place called Pisa. Because it's a tourist attraction, there were many places to shop!! :D There was this one store, I think it's called Erbolario.. or smth. I got this lotion there, and I swear, this stuff brings me back to my trip. I've barely touched it because I'm afraid that I'm gonna use it all up. oh noes D: Sometimes, I will just open it just to smell it, and it really does bring me back to Italy. I know this sounds stupid, like why the hell does she do that?! Well, I don't really get to spend time with my family at ALL, so when I do, I'm super thankful, and grateful that I have such wonderful people that care about me. I've never used this lotion out because when I go out, I don't just sit there and smell my hands LOL. Not that I do that when I'm at home either, but like now, I'm just sitting here by my computer, and I can smell the lotion because nothing else is going on. haha.

I searched the company in google, and I FOUND IT. Although I have no idea what it says, I feel good knowing I can somehow order this product (I HOPE) hahaha.

http://www.erbolario.it/catalogoprodotti/PEONIE_CREMACORPO.html

Like yeah, I have no idea what that says. But I will get it translated one day!! : )

Oblivion

The difficulty to continue is incomprehensible.

The actuality of the present never cease to bring me fear.

I have abundantly addressed your caliber, your influence on me.

Negativity does not derive from hostility, nor is it the same entity.

It derives from the despondency of one's soul.

I can only be patient for so long. .

Day 2: A Famous Person You've Been Compared To.

Ugh.. like no one LOL. I don't look like any celebrity! Okay, I got called this korean singer before, but I don't remember her name. I'm not into asian music/movies at all haha.

30 DAY CHALLENGE! - Day 1: The person you like and why you like them.

I thought this was a great idea. I'll start today!! :D

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Well, I like no one because really, there is no one to like.

RAIN+BOW

my lovely halloween partner, Nicole :)

get it? hahahahhahahah.

okay. so i put this up on facebook the other day. And I was really hesitant, 'cause I am wearing absolutely no makeup. I've been really insecure about my skin lately, and for me to do something like that, is ME PUTTING MYSELF OUT THERE. And it's so weird, because after putting this up, I got compliments. wtf? My friend messaged me and said "dude, i saw your picture. you look prettier without makeup. tbh" And for like a minute, I was kinda like.. heh. After, I was just really appreciative that she said that.

I really need to find myself. Around 3 years ago, I never wore makeup. Okay, maybe like mascara, and that was it. But now, I feel as though I have to keep up an image, or I'm not pretty enough.. Honestly, I find it sad. It takes me forever to get ready (or used to). My mom keeps telling me I'm fine without makeup, but I would never believe her because.. well, she's my mom. I'm always gonna be "beautiful" in her eyes. But it really hit me when people started "liking" my pictures and commenting nice things, that I really do not need to put on layers on foundation and concealer whenever I go out, and I don't need heavy liner and shadow to be able to leave my house.

I really appreciate everyone that has been there for me. I'm just feeling so insecure these days. After coming to LFA a year ago, I've been breaking out, and gained a few pounds. But I'm sorta back on track now.. and hopefully, my face will keep healing.

I just wanted to say thanks. And I'm not the type to say "omg i know i look ugly in this picture" because I know I don't. There's no need to comment. I put this picture up for myself. To show myself that I CAN do this. That I DON'T need to pack on the cosmetics. I want to prove to myself that this is the way I am, and it's been fine all along.

I wish I knew what I know now.

I thought I had found my best friend. We chilled, we clubbed, we laughed, and most of all, I trusted her. Now what's this? Thank you for telling her my secret. Out of all people... but what can I say, priorities are uncontrollable. What can I do, if your feelings for her overpower the feelings of our friendship? But I gotta tell you.. I really trusted you. I'm not even mad, I'm just sad. Sad that this even happened in the first place. Sad that you would do that to me. Sad that she comes before me.

Is there no good left? It's like I can't trust anybody but myself.

This sucks.

I pray for her even more than me.

Although I have personally never experienced true male affection, this song, undoubtedly, does not cease to touch me.

& the fact that he's super cute does not help with the situation haha. too bad he's gay!!

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so glad it's only a 3 day week! Wednesday, I have yet another doctor's appointment. I was just there on Friday, waiting for like 4 hours.. I swear, at this rate, I should just live there! haha. Thursday/Friday, visit UBC with Anna, then shop for Montana's present with Nicole. Then Sunday, Nicole invited me to be in a commercial... what. I hope I'm not seen! hahaha.

I still gotta do my video for the scholarship : \

ughhlskjflskjs!

You're gonna regret this, Angel.

i need to stop wasting so much time. i procrastinate way too much than I should, when I should be waking up at 5am everyday doing homework. Ugh, screw you youtube. Screw you msn. Screw you university. If it were up to me, I wouldn't even go to university right away. Not that I would take a whole year off, but I'd like a semester to myself.. to travel, and kinda figure out who I am. But clearly, that is not achievable, given the fact that I am pressured everyday to get into university. Ughh, what about me?!

Everyone's talking about prom dates.... What's wrong with going alone?! I honestly don't have a problem with it. I'd rather go alone and have fun with my bbgs, then frolic about to find someone last minute just for the sake of bringing a date. It's high school prom people, it's not really that big of a deal!! Okay, it is, in terms that I wanna look good, but date?! really?! I mean, if I had a boy/girlfriend, then yeah I would totally bring that person. But I don't! So what's the point of bringing anyone else???? I don't get what the rave is..

Sooo glad this week only consists of 3 school days :D:D woo!! I need me some ME TIME. For real. I gotta get so much accomplished, in SO LITTLE TIME.

ubc, I will see you. TRUST ME, I WILL.

fucked myself over.. again

-french assignments

- scholarships

- applications

....... theres not enough time in this world

and the stock market game is stressing me out like fuck. Apple, I swear.. if you drop one more cent, I'ma come find you

evening be guile

ubcubcubcubcubcubcubcubc. you'll be the death of me.

what is this fuckery

the point of dating someone, is because you like them

so you don't know me, so it's kinda impossible to like me

i ask you why, and you say im pretty

what the actual fuck

dont fucking put yourself up on a pedestal, it turns me the fuck off.

amazing grace

today.

i met someone.

.. worthy of talking to.

thanks.

oh noesss

so its 4:30 am and i just finished doing my part for me and nicole's halloween costume. i dont wanna say what it is haha. i'll put pictures up and you can see if you can figure it out. it's not that hard : )

im so nervousss!! tomorrow's the big day. we've been practicing since summer... hopefully i find someone thats selfless enough to record us haha. i hope we win! its our last year, i hope we dont let our nerves get to us : \

.... shit. i didnt read any jane eyre yet = =

RIP

Did you ever stop to notice
All the blood we've shed before
Did you ever stop to notice
The crying Earth the weeping shores?

W.O.W. - Words of Wisdom.

By far one of my favourite videos.. ever.

"your make up is like CAKED on your face lols x) and btw, you have the wrost profile pictures lols u lesbian hoe"

LOOOOOL.

i'm not at the point where i can't leave my house without makeup. i know i'm not perfect. however i'm not one of those girls that are gonna lay there waiting for compliments to rain on them. nooo.

so yeah, i do wear a lot of makeup because i have imperfections that i'm not afraid to admit i have.

and ... i never asked you to stalk me buddy. if it hurts your eyes so much, look away. does your body not react?!

lesbian hoe... LOL. say that to my face. i'd like to see that.

haters, you can do better than this.

haters

lol. it doesnt bother me.

keep doing what you're doing, it just entertains me =)

much love!

fuckfuckfuck

why do i always pile shit for myself

why

why

why

english assignment due tmr

geo package due tmr

bio test 7 am tmr

fuckfuckfuck

who wants to go to prom with me?????

LOL.. yeah, I need a prom date

I'm going to 3 proms this year, so ... does that mean I need 3 dresses ?! : \

all my friends are talking about it... i just don't know who to ask

i've always imagined myself to go with someone special, but .. heh, there is no one of specialty at the moment hahaha

i have someone in mind... but i'm afraid of rejection loool

it's kay. i still got time :D

My Hard Work : )

I'm not here to brag by any means but I feel happy so I want to write this down.

So around May, I was probably the heaviest I've ever been LOL. Not gonna say how much I weighed, but fuck I was f a t. So I was like. . okay I gotta do something about this. I can't live my life being a fatass. So my diet took a 180.

and here's what I did : ) (Please keep in mind that I was already a vegetarian, so I think that kinda contributed to some of my rapid weight loss)

- I never put salt in my food.

- Strict breakfast: 2 eggs with flax seeds, pumpkin seeds, sunflower seeds. whole wheat bread/tortilla. tofu with olive oil and more seeds (i dont eat tofu anymore because i noticed that im allergic to soy LOL)

- i put olive oil whenever i could

- foods i swear that helped me: OLIVE OIL, raspberries, spinach, whole wheat pasta with flax seeds, FLAX SEEDS (im serious), broccoli (I don't drink milk, and broccoli has more calcium than milk anyway)..... and alot more. this is just the gist of what i ate.

- GREEN TEA. I SWEAR BY THIS. DRINK THIS SHIT. hahahah (not superstore or cheap shit, that stuff tastes nasty. get the stuff that's either from japan or china)

- don't exercise. and you're gonna be like....... wtf. well, this worked for me, because when i worked out, i made myself look so fucking butch haha. so if you're chubby, but not overly fat, i suggest you change your dietary ways before hitting the gym

- sweating. go to the sauna or smth.... or if its hot, lay in the sun : )

.... and lots more

I know this all seems impossible, but really... if your mind is set on something, YOU CAN DO IT !!!!

& really, like I said, I'm really not trying to brag. But I myself, and my family have noticed a difference. My aunt was like "yeah you look like you lost a lot of weight" TODAY. (cause she went away for the summer). But before, my gramma, grampa and my mom all commented on my weight loss.

Also, I suggest you surround yourself with people that are gonna be supportive. You dont need anymore negativity in your life ! : )

So yeah. . I now weight 113. Just 3 pounds away from my goal LOL. but whatever, I'm pretty happy with what I have !!!

YOU CAN DO IT !!

killlll me

my mom accidentally mistook fish for tofu so she gave me some. i spat it out, but still.... im very upset about this.

anywhooo..

volunteer today was soo0o much fun! anna and i were cheering and dancing so loudly haha

after we went around yaletown with some guyss. and it's seriously so nice to chill with some normal non badass guys for a change, it's so refreshing. they're so normal ! they're so nice ! haha. so i met sean (well we met a while ago but we never really talked) and hes this really talented musician/singer and he asked me to do some covers with him and will and induction night. i'm pretty excited because they're super talented haha. i probably won't be up to par, but whateverrr, they're nice :D

i have 5 tests this week : (

I'm still waiting for you..

Most visited: hotmail.com

You're very special to me,

and I forgive you.

Thank you for the email.

Of course, we can start over.

Don't be ashamed, please.

He's TWELVE

lol!

so my friend went on a blind date the other day and she asked me to go. . so i went and brought a friend with me (so it was sorta like a double date kinda dealio)

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.

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NEVER AGAIN

rant.

Wake up. Open those damn eyes of yours and take time to realize you're not wanted. you were a NOBODY last year. N O B O D Y. I brought you to parties, I invited you to my shit. And THISSS is how you repay me. Yeah, okay there buddy. Who in heeeell do you is gonna believe that. You're a loser for a reason. Not because you got no one. Not because you try to the utmost extent to fit in. But simply for being yourself. Yeah, LOL.

Don't think that just 'cause you chill with me now, you're all that. No. You're not.

Oh, and then there's you. .

Yeah.

I have nothing nice to say about you either. Again, I bring you to all my parties and shit. and again, THIS IS HOW YOU FUCKING REPAY ME. You go to ONE party in the summer, and you don't have the decency to even mention it ?

I'm so sick and tired to introducing these lame ass losers to ppl and i'm sitting here like, why the hell am i doing all this when i'm not getting the same treatment in return.

so you knowwho you are bitches. don't talk to me no more, esp you ******* ****. You sicken me. Every day I see your face at school I wanna fucking rip my guts out and take back all the times I MADE THE EFFORT to include you. Yeah, eff that. I see you walking in the halls and I just wanna turn the other way. You fucking disgust me. Yeah, disgust. Stop attempting to fit in my group of friends. Yeah, they don't like you either. So the next time I'm talking to them, don't walk up like THE WAY YOU DO, and ask wsup. Cause we don't fucking give a damn shit.

Oh, and you. No, you're not going anywhere with me anymore. And everytime something LITTLE happens in your life, don't tell me about it cause i dont give a shit. Good for you that you went to a party and got drunk. Good for you that you have *** **********. Okay ? I don't even know why you're telling me that. It's so fucking petty. Telling me all that is not gonna make me think higher of you. It's just gonna make me think that all you're doing is tryna impress me when i really don't GIVE A SHIT. So stop. cause if you havent noticed, I just go "mhmm". You have better luck with a wall, trust me.

Fuck all the shit that I've done.

I'm not playing nice anymore.

So, I just want to say THANK YOU !

So yesterday, Anna Tommy and I went to eat fondue. I tried avoiding all fruits and shit by just eating the vanilla and green tea flavoured ice cream balls. All of a sudden I had a sharp pain in my stomach/chest area and breathing became a difficult task. Next thing I know, Anna was like "ANGEL ! YOUR CHEST AND ARMS ARE ALL RED !! " So we left the place and I tried walking to the car. . but fuck. I couldn't even stand up right, I was SCURRRRED. For real. I wouldve have fainted if Anna werent there as my HUMAN CANE. shittttt. . . So Tommy drove us to St. Paul's Hospital. And fucking rude ass RECEPTIONIST was like "SO YOU GOTTA STOMACH ACHE, IS THAT REALLY AN EXCUSE TO GO TO EMERGENCY ROOM?!" Well, excuse me nurse-wannabe. I was like "well, where the fuck else am I supposed to go at 11 pm?!" ugh, rudeeeee much. And honestly, the hospital is the last place i wanted to be last night. If I didn't think it was serious, I wouldn't have gone in the first place. jeeezusss. Anyways, they just gave me some tests, some pills and shit. And we ended up leaving at around 1 ish. . (we were there for around 3 hours). So, I would just like to take time and thank Anna and Tommy for being completely supportive and patient. Like, waiting 3 hours !? holy fuck hahahaha. Thank you guys so so so so so much ! You guys were more than awesome last night. I owe you guys !!!! hahah, I know it's stupid but you guys were very caring. I felt loved LOL. Okay, I'll stop with the cheese hahaha. I LOVE YOU GUYS !!!!! THANK YOU ! :D

hey blog, long time no see !

so I'm finally ungrounded haha. Going to Society with some girls tonight, can't wait to dress up ! I feel&sound like a total loser. Excited for dinner ?! LOL Yeah, haven't gone out for a while, but I'm glad I'm not grounded anymore that's for sure hahahaha. I hope I passed my exam !!!

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Your attempt to fit in isn't working.

Everyone knows what happened to you last year.

Why are you wasting your time and trying so hard,

when we all know you ain't going nowhere.

Once a loser, always a loser.

This is for you.

ugh, what the fuck is her problem.

get your shit together, please.

OMG FINALLY !

Ughhhhh, finally !!!! I've been waiting for this for idk, 10 million years !? i loooove this video. rihanna looks so fine haha. love her hair love the makeup LOVE HER ! however, i soo0o did not expect megan fox to be in this. meh, she's alright. but her boyfriend. . what the fuck !? he looks like a rat. she can do better. . this video can do better. omg. hes so ugly T______T

This guy, is by far theeee cutest guy on youtube haha. ( next to charlieiscoollike or whatever. hi joanne ) he's soooo damn cute omg. loooooooooooove him :D:D:D

lalalale***** : )

Who was there when all my hopes fell. .

was

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ugh, i'm so done. i hate introducing my "friends" to other people because i never get the same treatment in return. okay, sometimes. if you're reading this and you're of them them rare peeps, im solly. but there are just THOSE "friends" i have that just never return the favour. why do you not feel the necessity for reciprocity hmm ? I bring you to all these damn parties, i ask you to chill and shit. and i NEVER get that in return. i see you going out and shit, and im like, hmmmm. . okay ? & i know it's not because you don't like me because you always chill with me. but yknow, just thanks. i'm thankful for you because now i know who NOT to bring the next time i go out.

i hate how there is always competition between us. why do you always have to bring me down ? i know i may not be skinny. and i know for damn sure i dont got a nice complexion. but seriously, . . i don't even feel bad about it, until yoooou show up. ugh. i just hate how you make me feel. i get the point that you're better than me in a lot of ways, but thanks for rubbing it in. thanks. really, thanks.

Pride Parade !

LOL. that shit ain't cute dude. Unattractiveness doesn't get my attention. If you REALLY think I'm into this whole IMISSYOU bullshit, please. You're stupid and you're just lying to yourself. Be realistic. Stop wasting my time. Stop wasting yours since you claim you're "always really busy". Kay ? Do me a favour and just shut up. Because I really don't give a shit. Believe me hahahahah. I'm not who you think I am. I'm not innocent nor am I "cute". Fuck, I seriously hate that word. Everytime I hear "cute" I think of like bunnies and shit. Yeah, bunnies are cute but I'm not a bunny. So yeah, don't call me cute, 'cause I'm not. Yeah, if you're reading this, it's probably for you : ). I don't like you, and you need a reality check. To be honest, I think you're a gigolo. I know you're around a whole load of people so don't even give me the OH YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE crap. Been there, done that. Yeah, it's true. I'll never know if you're lying to me or not. But, I know you are. I hate you for all the stupid lies, and I hate you for fucking up my sleep schedule. Yeah, I do feel stupid. SO stupid, you have no idea. I just need you OUT of my life. Shut up, I don't give a shit about you. & You must be delusional to think I ever did.

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WHY DOES SPAIN WIN EVERYTHING !? FIRST SOCCER, NOW FIREWORKS !? WTF ?!!?!? They need to sit the fuck down and abolish bullfighting before anything else, please.

if only he weren't gay. .
LOL wtf ?!
yumm
the guy that has his back to us, seriously looked like taylor lautner. SO HOT. but again, not like he would ever look at us = = WHYYYY !
LOL i look so ugly in this but whatever. ISN'T THIS JUST SO F'KING AWESOME !? hahaha :D
yumm
hot gay men, omgg
beautiful vancity :D
lalalalove
the 2nd cowboy in the bottom row was like GOING ALL OUT. he was just hella into it. hahah
so pretty : )
GAY !
bubblez
omg. so ugly. but yeah, this stupid $80 wig was so bad. It took me like HALF AN HOUR just to put it on, and i ruined a bit of it by tryna straighten it. . but it was plastic !! Ugh. THE WIG WAS A FAIL.

So yesterday, I seriously had the worst day. Bad hair, bad face, ugh. Everything was just so bad. It was cold in the morning then all of a sudden it was fucking hot. So I'm like, sweating and being all gross and shit. Yeah, not good. However, I did have fun. The gay parade was definitely interesting : ) & I will probably go again next year hahahha

I. .

Laying here in my slumber. .

I look back.

Back to when we first started talking.

I miss that feeling, that rush

knowing that you'd be equally eager

I miss you.

With you, everything is so unpredictable.

And if you don't think it's hard,

you're just wrong.

I don't know when we'll talk again,

I don't know when I'll see your smile again,

but all I can say. .

is right now. .

at this moment. .

You're all I can think about.

You're all I ever think about.

You. .

I feel foolish,

with all these uncontrollable feelings.

Is this what you wanted ?

Is this what you wanted to do to me ?

I beg of you to stop,

stop lying,

stop fooling,

because when you say it,

I'll believe you.

I used to think of this as hope,

but right now, it's not hope. .

It's actually a sorrow.

Everyday, I wake up

and it's all the same again. .

Nothing changes.

Well. .

I need a change.

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EDIT August 3rd, 2010 12:36 am.

LOOOOOL ! WHO AM I KIDDINGGGGGGGGGG

Just The Way You Are - Bruno Mars ! // China Fireworks !

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile. . .
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omg. no wonder China fricken wins every year ! They were soo0o good !!!!

Basically, I was supposed to go with Edmond. But he didn't go. So he told me to call Joseph, but Joseph initially said he was gonna go really late so he told me to call Clara. Then Clara just left, so Joseph finally saved us some seats. hahahahaha. confusing eh ? I bought a pink wig today for gay day tmrrr hehehehe :D I'm so excited !

I missed you, again. .

heartheartheart ! Nicole & I : )



soooo pretty !
GAY ! :D

Ugh, I look so ugly in this. But that's Nicole Joseph and I : )

Just a little clip from todays' fireworks : )

July 28, 2010 - Mexico Fireworks

I missed you. .
Vancityyy
LOL matt, you look like a hobo !




I'm not that short, okay. Matt's just super tall !
ooooooooooooh yeah ; )
canada line :D
people here are just that nice. move to one side so others could pass them.
so clean haha

Stop Bullfighting in Spain

http://www.stopbullfighting.org.uk/facts.htm

I never really looked into the topic of bullfighting. I always just thought the bull ran towards the red blanket, and that was it. Haha, stupid me. I was appalled when I laid my eyes on this website. Just, gobsmacked if you will. It's lotsss more than just stampeding towards a red towel you guys. In 1989, 33 000 bulls died just from this highly encouraged tradition of Spain. Their defense is composed of their reasoning of "culture". Well, back in the day, men were more superior than women. Culture, as this website states, is not a magical word. So how does this cruel activity exactly work ? Well. . please visit the website link provided above. Everything is just so shocking. You'd think in a a civilized day like today these cruelties would just cease to exist. Guess not.

STOP BULLFIGHTING IN SPAIN !!

ma hooooood

my mother washing THE CAR. sigh, i seriously love it
teehee
maaa haus. yes, that is my dog. i love him.
my baby
my babies; my dog and theeee car teehee

So the reason why I took these pictures is because . . when we sold our last car, I felt so sad I didn't take any picture of it ! I had so many memories of it, and before I knew it, it was gone. So I was pretty upset about that. And the reason why I took a picture of my house is. . well, doesn't my dog just look so damn cute hahahahha. I LOVE HIM !!!

but yeah, this is in no way, meant to be a way to show off my car. I don't even see a reason to show off 'cause every damn asian either has a Lexus BMW or Mercedes = = No point, just look outside. So yeah haters, fuck off. If you don't like what you see, go away : )

Oh yeaaaah, I finally put a video on my youtube channel. Nicole came over today because she had to do this for her french assignment [which still does not make sense to me]. So yeah, check it out : )

Mexico fireworks tomorrow !! :D

Stop Acting

What else can I say ?

It's not like I can force you to talk to me.

I don't want to put up with this anymore.

I don't even know why I got myself in this in the first place.

What the hell was I thinking ?!

Did I actually think this stupid shit was going to work ?! Ha !

So yeah, from now on. .

You can humour me.

I'm done. .

Too bad I'm human. .

Someone needs to tell my heart
Get it to believe that it's over
Tried and tried a thousand times
I'm still here
I can try to walk away but I only seem to end up nowhere
I made up my mind, that's the easy part. . . Someone tell my heart.

July 24, 2010 - Spain Fireworks. . Pretty Amazing

Vancityyyy
Haha, I had to. Such a sunny day !
He seems talented : )
packed !

edmonddd

andy haha

mariah !

looks like a flower haha

looove

Spain was amazing ! Waaaay better than US haha. US was just shitty compared to Spain. They had a strong theme, with good music. We were all so into it haha. I loved it !